what's up peeps...it's been a minute since I've been able to hang out with you all or even Really talk to you...I'm sorry. My life's been doin a downward spiral ever since...hell if I know. My car's been broke down, workin two jobs and neither one will schedule me for real, and I'm close to bein kicked out the house sooo I' haven't really had much of an opportunity to chill with you all. Some of you are probably mad at me, I understand...Forgive me. It's not like i'm avoiding you because I don't care or I'm trying to be incosiderate, but because I can't do anything about any of the bullshit that I may have done to hurt you. I don't know what to say but I'm sorry. Shit's been really fucked up lately and I don't want to worry you with my problems. This is why you haven't seen me. I had fun the last time I hung out with you, vic and jp. I miss the times where we did that shit on th regular. whether it was just chillen playin halo or watchin a movie, or goin somewhere and havin fun. I miss it all...I miss my sisters. Hopefully I'll be able to hang out with you both again sometime soon... Well it's my time to go.. I love you all and wish you all the best in life.

Listen, I appreciate the love and support of all those who stuck by Tez's side when he needed you. Mike, Jp, Vic, Liz, Portia, Laura, Becky, Jo Jo, thanx. For those who never judged him for the way he grew up and for his mentality, I thank you too. But for all you ignorant ass mutha fuckas who think you're better than him because you never had to struggle or you selfish bastards that believe you can use him to get the shit you need, Fuck yall! You have to deal with me now. And believe me, I am not the one you want to try to fuck over. I'm not as forgiving as Tez. I'm as loyal to those that are loyal to me. IF you try to fuck me over I will not take it as easily as he did. Take this as a warning: This is just the beggining.

OK I've just been informed that I am a dog...slut...whore.....I mean, he told me seriously that I approach every woman like I want to get with them. I have my reasons for saying the things I say, but my way of talk might be effecting my chances with the few that I actually want to be with. So with all that said, I'm going to change my way of greeting women, the way I dress (for the most part), and the way I act...I hope everything works out the way I want it to. If not, then I'm just fucked.

ok here's the news.....I probably won't be goin back to UAB this comin up fall. I'll hopefully be at UAH, but who knows. I'm now twenty....The big 2-0, which doesn't really mean shit except that I'm a year older and not a teen anymore..... woopty-fuckin-doo. I do have a beautiful companian to spend time with while here in this hell hole now. And ironicly enough, her name is angel.....mmmm...Angel (lol) she's 21 nothing like my former ex's which is a good thing I must say....but ummm yea, I'm working on new drawings but haven't completed any of them yet soo....they might be coming soon. Well that's all....Holla!!!!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1- Vontez
2- Tez
3- Kid
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1-juliuscerlates
2-silent-tearz
3-da_black_gohan
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
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1- I listen
2- I make people laugh
3- I'm loyal to those I care about
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1- My height
2- My need for attention
3- My sudden want for a g/f
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1- african
2- jamaican
3- indian (Cherokee baby!!)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU (or mostly creep you out):
1- The thought of dyng early
2- The thought of being alone when I die
3- The thought of not being able to see my little sister grow up
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1- talking to a potential, at least 1
2- talking to one of my brothers
3- seeing a potential
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1- A camoflauge tall t
2- Black jeans
3- A camoflauge NY fitty hat
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1- Linkin Park
2- lil Wayne
3- LUDACRIS!!!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1- Stand up - T.I. ft. lil wayne and trick daddy
2- Crazy love - Eminem
3- Who the *** you talkin to?- Ludacris
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1- another relationship
2- getting my own apartment
3- getting my own car
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1- Friendship
2- Trust
3- Loyalty
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1- I'm not a ho
2- I have a low self esteem
3- I'm a ho!! (LMAO)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1- Eyes
2- Ass
3- Breasts (what can I say I'm a man!!!) lol
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1- paint
2- have kids...(lol)
3- like country music (HAHAHAHAHAHA)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1- Drawing
2- Writing
3- FLIRTING!!! (sup ladies, holla at ur boi...lol)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1- do I really need to say this... LOL
2- DANCE!!!
3- FLIRT!!!!
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1- teacher
2- graphic designer
3- Stripper... wait already did that(LMAO), cartoonist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1- Jamaica
2- Bahamas
3- Miami

WOOWHOO I FINSIHED!!!! lol